Thursday, August 13, 2009

an answer to the events of a rainy thursday:
a phone call, the gardener, and the first ever
gift of 'stay home this morning; i'll go in myself
and turn over the onions'

so now, books letters blankets

wet morning

it's difficult to imagine what will happen today,
this rain and yesterday evening's, all these weeds
to pull but not from mud, 
not from the wet leftovers of some previous month

it's easy, once away, to forget the grip of fields, how
they own us here, how horse nettle and pigweed snicker
and even purslane blows hot air around our ankles,
setting traps of inconceivable work days. three days of
virginia and my palm was reading tidy, what amendments?
what deficiencies? what sorting and planting and cultivating?
i was enthralled in social relationships and upper lips,
shoelaces and breakfast bills. 

now, back, we lean over our crops. 

the land group asked
the subtle bowhunter to triple his shots, peppers are
blushing, onions clipped, heavy, curing, and now, it's
raining, and where my feet touch, the soil will part into
two equal clumps of obligations and  necessities, only
fulfilled partially, the rest will wait till drier conditions.

Saturday, August 1, 2009

august first, who remember rabbit rabbit


august
it comes 
and sits, stale and green,
like gingerale from june left
on the back railing of the boat's deck.

friday's harvest brought the finale of early summer cabbage and chard, well washed beets
and carrots, head lettuce separated and washed, lemon basil and thai magic, parsley (which
i can't help but find boring) and others, washed, sorted, in green and gray crates. lael and
sebastian are away in colorado for a wedding and the weight of the acres falls on the shoulders
of jacob and myself. we both worry we will be transformed into killing machines, mechanized
and tubed, due to our inexperience and independence. i fret over the green house, open and 
close it, open and close, peek in, open, glance, close. water, once? wait, two passes? 
jacob uses the tractors and rubs his head nervously with suspicion. wait, too close? too wet?
is it everything? nothing? of course, it's both, and if the two of us aren't careful, we'll pray to
the physical world alone and forget to bow to shadows as well, and the space between the 
objects and the shadows. those realms we make fists for, we water for, we weed.

the routine of the summer and the necessity for carefulness leads to urges of recklessness.
i want to take naps and work on the odd tan lines around my body. i want to take the hyacinth
car and drive to find jackie. i want to make mixed drinks for twenty people and read out loud
prose poetry, set off fireworks and then fall asleep underneath them, waking to confuse
fireflies with sparklers: stale, green, like gingerale, like august, in the palms of my two hands.